Episode 7
Game Design as a Way of Being, with Eric Zimmerman
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Eric Zimmerman is a game designer the co-author of four books including Rules of Play with Katie Salen, which was published in November 2004. Eric Zimmerman has written at least 24 essays and white-papers since 1996, mostly pertaining to game development from an academic standpoint. He's currently a founding faculty at the NYU Game Center. Eric Zimmerman is deeply embedded in New York Game scene. Having originally cofounded Gamelab, the studio that went out to create Diner Dash. In this episode, Eric explains how he designed Gamelab to be a place where people who worked there felt ownership and authorship of the intellectual property that they were creating. We also talk about the value of game design "frameworks" and the art of game design as a way of being in the world. Visit www.playmakerspodcast.com to get access to the full blog post for this episode and much more!
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You know what those swoopy sounds mean.
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:You're listening to Playmakers.
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:I'm your host, Jordan Blackman,
and on every episode, I interview
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:a game industry legend or leader
or luminary or some other L word.
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:And I go deep with them on a
subject of their expertise.
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:This week, Eric Zimmerman, CEO and
co founder of GameLab, they created
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:the rather iconic Diner Dash.
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:He teaches at NYU.
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:We get into it on this.
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:Stay tuned.
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:Okay.
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:You're not really
supposed to do lip smacks.
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:That's not, that's not
good podcast etiquette.
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:But we're keeping it in.
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:We're doing it live.
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:This is episode seven of PlayMakers.
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:And if you don't know by now,
I'm your host, Jordan Blackman.
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:And on every episode, you know what I do.
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:I interview someone who is a playmaker.
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:is an expert in the game
industry, and I learn from them.
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:And by subscribing, you
learn along with me.
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:This week, we have the great teacher
and professor and game designer above
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:all, Eric Zimmerman, who's taught at
MIT, the University of Texas, Parsons
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:School of Design, NYU, Rhode Island
School of Design, School of Visual Arts.
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:And also, he created GameLab,
the groundbreaking Indie ish
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:studio that created Diner Dash.
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:Eric is deeply embedded in
the New York game scene.
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:We talk about that.
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:We talk about the story of Gamelab and
what it was like to be a part of that
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:scene and actually to design that company.
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:Uh, we talk about design as
a way of life in this episode
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:and what that means to Eric.
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:You know, I, I, on this show, a
big part of what I do is I bring on
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:people and ask them for tips, tricks,
tools, tactics, you know, frameworks,
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:processes, things that are going to
help you get better at what you do.
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:Eric pushed back on that a little
bit and said, Hey, you know what?
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:It's not really about any of that stuff.
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:It's about being a certain way
in the world as a designer.
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:So we talk about that a little bit.
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:And he also explains how he designed
Gamelab to be a place where the people
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:who worked there felt ownership and
felt authorship of the intellectual
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:property that they were creating.
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:How did he make a studio where
people were able to collaborate?
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:and feel like they had agency, but
didn't feel territorial and defensive.
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:So all that is in this episode
in my interview with Eric.
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:And gosh, I like immediately as we
were ending the interview, I was like,
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:I want to interview this guy again.
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:So, um, enjoy the interview and
I will see you on the other side.
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:Thanks for coming on the show, Eric.
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:Oh, I'm really happy to be here.
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:I'm always happy to talk about games.
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:I was really interested in having you
on the show because you've done so much
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:work both with indies and in academia.
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:And I'm kind of curious for our audience
of people who are mostly indie developers
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:or corporate developers or students, how
would you kind of contextualize the value
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:of the academic game world for that group?
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:Well, it's kind of funny the
way I ended up in academia.
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:My parents are professors.
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:So I do have to say, it's a
little bit my cultural background.
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:I grew up in a family as a campus
brat in Bloomington, Indiana.
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:My parents taught art education there.
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:But, I'll also say that coming of
age in the industry, in New York
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:City, it's a very particular place.
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:New York has never had a big triple A
production studio where people worked.
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:And I started in the game
industry in the early 90s.
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:And it was really in the CD ROM
era, but again, there weren't major
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:development studios in New York City.
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:There was never, you know,
an Ubisoft or an Origin or
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:something like that in New York.
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:I think of Gameloft as
like the closest thing.
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:Yeah, but even they were doing
kind of mobile and online games.
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:And so there's been a lot of
sort of smaller platform work.
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:There's been a lot of ad agencies.
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:There's a lot of content
companies here like MTV and
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:Fisher Price or Sesame Workshop.
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:And there's been a lot of
kind of freelancers and people
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:doing experimental work.
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:So just to say that.
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:New York City game designers for the
last 20 years or so, we've kind of
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:had to cobble together our careers.
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:And in a sense we were all sort
of indie before indie started.
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:I remember writing an essay around like
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:And this was like, you know, five years
or so before indie games became a thing.
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:When we started our studio game lab in
:
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:filmmaker of games, but we're trying
to figure out exactly what that means.
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:In that sense, the idea of being in
a context where you had to do smaller
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:projects that were often more experimental
or innovative, you were generating a lot
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:of ideas and concepts, a lot of which
didn't get made, but that let you kind
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:of work through a lot of design thinking
without having to be stuck on a big
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:project for two or three years at once.
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:It was an interesting place
to grow up at the same time.
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:I started teaching right out of
graduate school at the interactive
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:telecommunications program in NYU.
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:I didn't go to school there, but I
started teaching there right after
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:I got my MFA, literally the next,
that fall after I had graduated.
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:Frank Lance and I started teaching a
game design class in the interactive
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:telecommunications program, which
is sort of like a digital media
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:design and production type program.
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:It's been around a really long time, so
it sort of pioneered that whole idea.
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:And I have to say that that had a
huge impact on game design, because
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:when I started teaching, which was,
I don't, around like, something like
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:93, 92, 93, when I started teaching,
might have been 93, 94, anyway, when
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:I started teaching, game design as a
field didn't exist the way it did today.
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:For example, I, I actually
was trained as a painter.
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:As an undergraduate, I studied painting.
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:And in painting, I got this
very formless training.
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:They have like ways of teaching
you about line and color and
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:composition and visual thinking.
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:And there's kind of a
standard set of classes.
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:Then there are people that are
overthrowing that there's kind
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:of schools of thought about
what it means to be an artist.
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:And obviously that changes from decade
to decade and century to century,
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:but there's kind of like battling.
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:Isms right like modernism and minimalism
and conceptual art and so all of these
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:different schools of thought are kind
of battling it out today in games we
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:have a little bit of that but back then
in the 90s it was more like people are
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:just kind of working in the industry
and there wasn't the same kind of.
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:Complicated discourse that bridge the
theory and practice of what we were doing
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:there weren't like books coming out there
weren't conferences other than like very.
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:Industry oriented, here's how
to make games, or here's the
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:business of the industry thing.
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:So it's not like today where you have
conferences on games and learning,
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:or reaching a casual audience, or
academic conferences about, you know,
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:games and players, or how games create
meaning and all these other things.
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:So in a sense, we were really
discovering this field of game design.
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:When I was a painter, I felt
like I was in a discipline.
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:There's a disciplinary knowledge.
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:There's a way of doing things.
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:There's a language that's been
refined, at least since the when Vasari
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:published Lies of the Artist and started
talking about what it means to be an
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:artist and kind of establishing our
contemporary idea of art as a discipline.
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:But in games, teaching with Frank Lance
at the Interactive Telecommunications
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:Program, I was really figuring out what
it meant to be a game designer in the
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:sense of, what is a game, how do they
function, how do we talk about what we're
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:doing, how do we communicate to each
other, Whether you're a designer on a
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:team of other developers, whether you're
talking to a publisher to get funding,
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:whether you're talking to a journalist
to get them to write about your game.
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:Also out of that I worked with
Katie Salen, uh, to write Rules of
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:Play, which, which ended up being a
textbook about game design and it's
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:still in heavy rotation these days.
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:I've seen it on so many, I've seen it
on desk after desk in studios as well.
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:To me, the book is really basic, but
we, you know, we were just trying
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:to establish some basic concepts.
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:So I guess here's what I'm trying
to say to answer your question,
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:being an academic for me was never
like, I want to be a professor.
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:It was just like, Oh, teaching a class
helps me understand what game design is.
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:Writing this book helps me clarify
my thinking about what games are.
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:So I, even though now I'm a full time
professor and I spend a lot of time
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:teaching and talking to students, And
being part of this academic community, I
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:still think of myself as basically a game
designer who does these other things.
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:Who, who, who teaches classes in
order to be a better designer.
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:When I teach in order to
hone my skills as a designer.
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:Ya know, I study martial arts.
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:And my Teacher, who's an amazing
Kung Fu practitioner, he teaches
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:every day the beginner classes.
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:And it's clear that for him,
teaching is part of his practice
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:as a martial arts practitioner.
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:And so for me, I also feel like teaching,
and this is my own personal approach to
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:game design, there's a lot of valid ways
to be a designer, but for me, teaching,
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:I kind of, Fold it into my practice.
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:It helps me keep my sword sharp.
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:Well, I totally get that.
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:I taught for about three years that,
uh, the Bay Area video coalition,
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:like beginning game design classes.
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:And it was, it was
incredibly useful to me.
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:I still, you know, as I transitioned
into mobile, I, I found that I leaned
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:a lot on some of the frameworks that I
had taught students because it was a,
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:it was a, it was much muddier waters.
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:Um, wading into some of
those new territories.
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:That's what I think what I'm excited about
learning from you is, with everything you
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:know, and everything you've studied, and
everything you teach, what are the pieces
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:that, that, um, you know, you feel like,
Ah, if more game developers understood,
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:you know, MDA, or some other framework,
some other way of thinking about, about
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:game design, this is a good opportunity
to discuss some of those ideas.
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:You know what, it's funny, I used to
think that there was kind of nuggets
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:of knowledge that people understood
and if they just got, if they just
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:understood this one thing, if they
just understood, for example, The
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:fundamentals of designing a choice for
a player, that you have to present it
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:in a way, they have to get, understand
the outcome of what they did, and those
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:choices are kind of the building blocks
of making a successful game experience.
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:Like, things like that, these kind
of fundamentals and basic concepts.
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:I guess I have a different feeling now.
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:I guess my feeling is that being
a game designer is not about
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:the knowledge that you have.
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:And I, I think about design as kind
of like a way of being like a, kind of
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:like a lifestyle choice or something.
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:It's a way of seeing the world.
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:It's a, it's kind of a set of practices
that you do a set of activities,
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:some of which are making games, but
some of which are how you approach
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:your personal relationships or, or
how you think about the environment
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:that you live in or how you think
about the culture that you live in.
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:I see young designers.
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:Falling into certain traps or making
certain mistakes that I made, like,
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:you know, thinking, oh, well, how do
I make a game that's as compelling as
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:a film, you know, because I love films
and films are stories, and so why can't
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:my games give me the pleasure of film,
and my answer to that is always, well,
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:you never want to create one cultural
medium or form under the shadow of
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:another one, so instead of saying, why
don't I have a game that tells a story
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:as great as a film, you should say, Okay.
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:What is a story that I could only
tell in a game that that leverages
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:the unique characteristics of
games in order to tell a story?
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:So that's the kind of thing I think
that you're talking about, like
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:basic ideas and and maybe fundamental
concepts that would help designers.
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:Oh, like, Basically avoid these
pitfalls that we fall into, or that
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:a lot of people tend to fall into
when they first start making games.
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:But see, now I'm not so sure.
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:Because I used to think, okay, my job as
a teacher is to help people avoid those.
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:But maybe my job as a teacher, and as also
a colleague, Is just to help people as
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:they stumble through that landscape doing
things like overscoping a project and then
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:having to realize oh my gosh everything
always takes longer and it's harder to
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:communicate and I can't fix bugs in time
that I thought I would like that's just
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:part of the process of learning how things
work and making conceptual mistakes like
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:misunderstandings about narrative and
film maybe everybody has to work through
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:those issues on their own and that's
just part of what it means to come up
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:with As a designer or, you know, in fact,
maybe those misunderstandings result in
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:amazing games because sometimes you have
veteran designers that have been around
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:a long time and they make a crappy game
and sometimes you have some young buck
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:who Stumbles into an amazing design and
they come out with something spectacular.
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:So it's not really clear to me
that more knowledge is better.
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:Sometimes knowledge is a bad thing.
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:Sometimes sometimes you
can get so polluted.
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:Oh my gosh, I'm never
gonna have a new idea.
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:Everything's already been thought of or
or I need to, you know, think 10 times.
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:Before I make a decision because so
many people have been in this space
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:before and then it kind of kills off
the youthful vigor That might otherwise
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:Propel your overconfidence into something
totally weird and experimental and
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:fantastic So I yeah, I guess what
i'm trying to say is that I I used to
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:think that I was providing knowledge
to help people overcome these problems.
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:But now I think everyone
has their own journey.
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:This is sounds, starting
to sound kind of new agey.
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:I don't mean it like that.
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:But everyone kind of
has their own journey.
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:And um, and they have to, like,
everyone has to make their own mistakes.
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:And I'm making games and playing
games and talking about games
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:and teaching game design.
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:As just part of the stuff
that I do as a designer.
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:And my students are there as well.
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:And often I don't think of
my students as students.
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:I think of them as just other designers
and we're just doing stuff together.
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:And a classroom is just a situation, just
like a development studio is a situation.
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:There's different constraints.
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:There's different commercial and legal
and, you know, bureaucratic constraints.
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:At the same time in the end, there's just
problems being handed to us and we're
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:solving them, you know, and I'm, I'm, I'm
the one who's just handing the problems to
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:my students to solve, and that's all I'm
really there to do is hand them problems.
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:And, and help them, not help them solve
them, but, but help them see how their
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:solutions are working and not working.
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:I don't know.
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:I, I mean, it's, I guess it's a really
good question that you're asking.
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:But I feel like if there were silver
bullets of game design knowledge,
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:that, that we could just shoot into
people and suddenly they'd make
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:great games and the world would
be full of great games, you know?
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:Like, we don't think about
music that way, right?
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:It's not like, Oh, musicians,
they're full of misconceptions.
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:If they only understood really what music
is about, then we'd have great music.
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:Well, but music is also about this.
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:Something that's ineffable right that we
can't put into words and I think games
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:are the same things we're talking about
pleasure Well, I think you're right that
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:it's the same thing But I do think people
kind of make that same error of like,
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:oh, what are the what are the licks?
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:You know if I could just get like
these guitar licks or these particular
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:drum fills, you know, that would make
me a musician Well, but what are the
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:things that you think everyone is is?
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:Leaving out, like, do you feel like,
what do you look around and say, Oh gosh,
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:here are the mistakes everyone is making
that, that we should try and correct.
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:I don't think there are silver bullets.
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:And what I'm actually interested is I
want to, I want to go more deeply into
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:what you mean by kind of like what it's
like to live as a designer and that
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:perspective, because I think that's
super interesting, but I do think there
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:are pieces of information that have a
big impact on me that I know have been
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:really valuable in my own design work.
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:For example, a kind of
like layers of the onion.
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:of games has been super helpful for me and
kind of understanding way of looking at
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:what a core loop is, why it's important,
you know, some ways that I can sort of
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:like knock on it, tap on it from different
angles to see if it has qualities that,
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:that tend to make core loops, you know,
effective, is that something that's
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:going to be true in all contexts and
always know, and some of those ways
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:that I like to look at a core loop.
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:It seemed like they work better in like
a mobile context than they probably
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:would, um, in other contexts and does,
and I think to your point, I think
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:I've also got, I, I do can get stuck
in those things in, in ways where they
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:don't necessarily apply, you know,
um, I can, I can enjoy Firewatch.
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:Uh, even though, you know, the core
loop is, there might not be much to
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:it, but that designer went and made
a statement with the way they're
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:doing that, that game that worked.
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:Right.
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:My feeling is that there's sort
of an in between space where we
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:can have these useful tools, we
just can't kind of worship them.
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:And when you say tool, you mean like
a conceptual model or framework?
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:That helps you think through a problem.
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:Yeah.
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:Yeah.
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:Well, I guess I will say this.
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:I mean, the way that I teach and the way
that, that Frank and I started teaching
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:the way that Katie Salen and I wrote
Rules of Play is basically, there's not
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:one correct way of looking at games.
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:And that, what we have to do is
we have to be able to Put on a
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:whole series of different lenses
or frameworks or paradigms or
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:whatever you want to call them.
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:Katie and I call them schema.
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:And Rules of Play is organized in,
here's some schema that are around
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:logic and math and uh, cybernetic
feedback loops and probability and sort
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:of more numerical, formal approaches.
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:Then here's a whole bunch that
have to do with human experience.
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:It have to do with emotion,
narrative, psychology, social
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:interaction, pleasure, right?
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:Addiction, things that, things that are,
here's a whole different set of schema.
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:And then here's another one that
has to do with cultural context.
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:Understanding how you're doing fits into
larger cultural landscapes or media.
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:How, how it creates
communities of players.
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:How you are falling into traps of
representation around gender or, or,
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:um, Or ideology or things like that.
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:So that idea of different
frameworks or different um, schema.
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:Some of them formal, some of them more
experiential, some of them more cultural.
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:That's the most important thing.
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:That as designers we are flexible.
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:And that you don't fall into just
using one lens to look at games.
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:Because it might be that your game
is broken and players don't like it.
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:Because, you know, Uh, you
know, it's a two person game and
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:the first player always wins.
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:Well, there's probably
a formal problem, right?
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:Like, you need to rebalance, you need
to make the first player's turn half
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:as powerful as a regular turn so they
don't get a leg up on the player, you
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:know, turn two, et cetera, et cetera.
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:But it may be that your players are just
not identifying with the main character.
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:And that's a totally different,
maybe more of a cultural issue.
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:Who's your audience?
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:Who's your main character?
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:How are they connected?
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:How, you know, what's the
psychology of that or what's the
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:narrative world you're creating?
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:So, but those are totally
different ways of thinking.
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:Now, to me, this is why I
love being a game designer.
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:Because everything that you might study
or read about or think about is relevant.
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:So you can study science and math
and logic, but you can also study
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:storytelling and human psychology,
brain chemistry, if you want to.
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:You know, you can be an
anthropologist or sociologist
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:and think about culture that way.
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:All of that is relevant to what we do.
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:As game creators but the most important
thing is is to have our students be
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:flexible and for designers to be flexible
and so if you're only looking at things
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:from a formalist point of view if you're
only looking at things from a feminist
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:point of view and you can't pop out of
that then I think the design does start
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:to suffer so maybe this is the best
answer your question which is it's not
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:one thing but it's many things it's the
ability to be many things and I sometimes
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:see designers that have like a really
interesting It's almost like they decide,
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:okay, I've decided that, let's just use
an easy example, that, that, Everything
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:is wrong with the game industry.
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:It's about competition
and winning and goals.
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:And so I've decided that I'm in
the not games movement or walking
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:simulator or pure narrative,
interactive narrative experience.
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:And so down with games and games are bad.
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:I love that.
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:That's great.
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:Have a position, like
things, don't like things.
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:But then to say, Therefore, this is
how everyone should make their culture.
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:Therefore, this is the proper
model for what being a game is.
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:I call that design fundamentalism.
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:When you have your own point of
view, same thing can happen on
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:the formalist end of the scale.
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:People can say, Games are about
mechanics and balance, and, and
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:the content is just the surface.
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:And the only thing that really matters
is what's underneath, and, an eSports
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:player stops caring about the narrative
and the world, and all they care
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:about is balance and interaction,
et cetera, et cetera, et cetera.
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:That's okay too, but then to say like,
that's obviously not, Every game or
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:not every player's experience or not
what everyone thinks about a game
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:So so I I like to think about these
models and ways of thinking as like
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:tools you say tools I use tools to
like it like on your bat belt, right?
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:Right.
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:It's like I was imagining it right down
Yeah, you can't you you can't use a
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:batarang to solve every problem, right?
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:And if all you've been doing is
practicing batarang, then you you know,
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:you need your your bat gas grenade
and You know, it's not there, so.
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:I think that, um, a lot of, a lot of
working pros, myself included, we do
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:get used to a particular tool belt,
you know, because we're working on
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:a particular genre or platform or
we've just been at it for a while.
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:And I think, and, you know, so
having really what I feel like this
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:is ultimately becoming is a giant
advertisement for this podcast because
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:we're going to bring lots of different
ways of thinking to people, hopefully.
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:But I think that's probably the
answer to the question that I was.
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:Kind of coming here with, which is,
you know, what can academia offer?
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:Well, it has all these, it
has a rich vocabulary, right?
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:I mean, I think not everyone
is, you know, academia is not
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:the right context for everyone.
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:But I will say that it's wonderful to
be able to, for me as a designer, to
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:not have to make a living for my work
and be able to do weird experiments.
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:I've been, for the last five or
six years, I've been working with
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:Natalie Putzi, who's an architect.
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:She and I have been doing these large
scale museum installations that are games.
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:They're not digital,
they're just physical games.
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:Some of them are a little more
like theater performances.
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:Most of them are kind of like these
big sculptures that people play.
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:Some of them are huge, like huge,
immense, inflatable things with
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:people moving large objects.
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:And I could never do that if
I was working at a commercial
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:I mean, I don't make money from them.
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:We're lucky if they break even.
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:But they, you know, they get shown around
the world in different museums and stuff.
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:And it's amazing that I'm able
to do it, and I'm able to do
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:it because I'm a professor.
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:So I teach classes here, but that's not
full time, my quote unquote research is
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:whatever my creative practice is, because
we're in Tisch School of the Arts, um, at
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:NYU, so, so that's how academia is good.
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:And I should also mention one other
thing to add, add to, you know,
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:uh, like, what can help out people.
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:I think collaborating with people outside
of games, it's really been helpful for me.
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:To, just to, just to be
with people that are not.
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:Always game makers, you don't realize
how much you take for granted.
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:You know, like every time I started
working with Natalie on a project,
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:I'm like, okay, so people are on a
grid and they're moving and she's
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:like, why are they on a grid?
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:And I'm like, well, of course, you
know, put them in squares on a grid.
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:She's like, I don't like grids.
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:I just don't like the way they look.
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:They're not going to be on
a grid and I say, well, they
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:have to be on sort of spaces.
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:We have to know where they are.
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:And she's like, well, let's
try some other shapes then.
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:So then we end up with these
weird organic kind of flowing
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:patterns and things like that.
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:You know, we just take so much for
granted as as game designers that
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:there's a grid and, you know, grid
underlies code to, you know, you start
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:a 3D space with a 3D coordinate grid.
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:But if that's not your starting point.
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:You end up somewhere different.
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:So that that's been one of my tools
is just finding great collaborators.
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:Any of those exhibits that
people could check out?
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:No, but you can go to ericzimmerman.
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:com or Natalie's site, knackworks,
N A K W O R K S dot com.
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:They're more like temporary exhibitions,
so they're not up permanently anywhere.
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:I was poking around a little
bit online and I saw on.
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:LinkedIn, that someone had
mentioned that GameLab was like an
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:incredibly well structured company.
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:And I thought that was a
really interesting comment
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:and it made me curious.
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:I want to learn more about what that
structure was and how it worked.
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:Maybe that's the best comment
I could get on GameLab.
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:And I should say that GameLab
wasn't just me, it was Peter Lee.
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:So he and I were the two co founders.
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:He's now living in South Korea, but um,
he and I ran GameLab for about a decade.
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:And GameLab made mostly online games.
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:Diner Dash was what, the one that
we were most well known for, but
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:we did a, we did a ton of games.
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:We did small games.
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:We grew to about 30 people at our peak.
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:Um, and I guess I always approached,
I feel like that was, that was like
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:a very, um, fundamental, and I don't,
I don't know it particularly well,
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:but like the fundamental part of the
history of the New York game scene.
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:Well, that's nice of you to say.
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:I mean, definitely when I look
around at people that are running
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:companies now in New York City, like
Gigantic Mechanic or Playmatics,
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:Frank's company, AreaCode, where you
worked, a lot of people came through.
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:I work with.
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:Work with, sorry, sorry, work with.
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:Um, a lot of people came through GameLab.
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:So, um, yeah, we were, well, we
were early and, And, uh, it's not
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:a huge scene here, so a lot of
people pass through the company.
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:I feel like I approach the design
of a company kind of like a game.
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:In the sense that, with a game, you're
not really designing the outcome.
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:Unless you're making like an
on rails shooter or something
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:that's a very, very linear game.
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:If you're designing a game like, you know,
like a game of poker or a fighting game.
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:You're just designing
a set of possibilities.
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:You don't know how they're gonna play out.
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:And so, that's, you know, essentially
game designers create rules, they
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:create a context, they create things for
people to do, or, or set up potentials,
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:and that's what a company is as well.
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:It's a set of procedures and
policies, it's a physical layout.
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:It's a set of personnel policies,
it's a set of kind of work
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:processes, and technical tools.
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:And you hope that, as with a
game, unexpected stuff happens.
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:So that, I always felt the sweetest
pleasure as a game designer for me is
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:seeing players do things with my games
that I never Ever could have anticipated.
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:Oh my gosh, I never thought this
social interaction would happen or this
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:strategy would happen or this, this way
of cheating at the game was possible.
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:You know, that's genius.
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:So that puts the biggest smile on my face.
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:And for a company, I think that was my
goal to that kind of idea of innovation
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:where you're just setting things in
motion and creating structures and
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:you realize the paradox is that yeah.
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:Constraints produce creativity, just like
in a game, if you give people a blank
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:piece of paper and a pencil, they might
not know what to do, but if you make a
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:tic tac toe grid, suddenly, you know,
there's something, there's something
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:that they can do, and there's a way
for them to be virtuosic, or generous,
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:or, or, or cheat, or creative, or, you
know, Let's, let's, uh, let's add some
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:more squares and see what happens.
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:So those kinds of constraints
and structures enable creativity.
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:That's the way we approach game labs.
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:So, so I'm glad that that came
across at least to someone.
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:What were some of the actual structures?
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:Like, was it, was it kind of like a,
an incubator style, what we would call
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:today, like an incubator or it wasn't
an incubator because we were a totally
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:independent company that was doing mostly
client work and some original stuff.
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:We did not have deep pockets.
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:So we were just like hustling from
month to month trying to like find
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:new jobs and get them done, get them
in, get a job in, do it, get it out.
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:We were hustling to make rent every month.
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:I mean, it wasn't, it wasn't like we
were about to go bankrupt, but let's
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:just say that I w I did business
development and you know, I was always
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:trying to, trying to bring in more jobs.
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:Once we had some successes like diner
dash, it got a little bit easier,
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:but then we were growing and then our
overhead was getting bigger and, you
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:know, we had to support even more.
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:But in terms of the company structures.
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:One of the things I liked about Gamelab
is that we never had creative directors
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:on projects, so we had like five to
seven people on a project, and there's
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:one thing I learned from this very old
and musty book, um, that was a Microsoft
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:book, Project Development, which was
basically, it made the distinction
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:between, People that kind of punch in
feel like, okay, I'm here to do my job.
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:I've done my job, now I'm done.
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:Leave me alone.
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:And people that feel authorship
and ownership of a project, people
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:that feel like they're creating
an intellectual property and
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:they're a genuine creative author.
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:And this the point of this book,
which was had some boring title,
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:like managing software development.
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:It was just a software development, not
even a game development book was just that
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:the, the point of designing a process.
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:was to give people that
feeling of authorship.
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:And what I realized at Gamelab
was that you can't fake it.
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:The only way to actually give
people authorship is if you
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:actually give it to them.
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:And so the worst creative situations I've
ever been in working with other companies
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:or for other companies is that when
there's sort of like a creative director,
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:a big ego who's sitting on top of the
project and sees everybody else as their
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:extensions to help, you know, You know,
fulfill their, their creative vision.
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:No one else feels like it's their project.
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:Everyone feels like they're just
like a, a tool for this big idiot to
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:use, you know, and so at game lab,
we never had creative directors.
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:We never had someone sitting at the top.
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:If you were doing audio design, that
was your role and your authority.
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:You could make creative
decisions about that.
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:Now that didn't mean that we
ignored the client or the publisher.
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:We had to please them and we had to
please the player more than anybody.
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:But if you have a situation
where there is trust.
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:Respect and communication
just like a good relationship.
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:If you've got all three of those things
Then people don't get territorial.
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:They don't say hey stay off my turf.
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:I'm the audio designer Don't tell me
what to do But you get the opposite.
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:The opposite is, I'm
desperate for feedback.
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:Please help me integrate what I'm
doing into what everyone else is doing.
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:Please tell me if it's working or not.
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:Please let's work together.
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:And guess what?
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:I have ideas for you too.
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:I have ideas about the visual
design and the game design.
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:And even though it's not my main
area of expertise, I want to help.
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:So, if you can kind of, and for me it
was almost, Peter, Lee and I really
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:focused on the culture of the company.
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:Thank you And if you can get that feeling
of collaboration, if you can get that
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:feeling where people have authority,
but they're not being territorial,
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:then it's an amazing kind of process
that can bubble up out of that.
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:You kind of, it's like getting something
boiling to the kind of critical mass
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:where ideas can come from anywhere
and people are always receptive, but
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:people are still focused and have
a very clear sense of their role.
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:So it's not just a kind of
loosey goosey collaboration.
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:So.
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:When Gamelab was at its best,
I think we achieved that.
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:We didn't always achieve that.
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:It was always a work in
progress, you know, and this is
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:especially true of smaller teams.
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:We had teams of like three, five,
seven people for most of our projects.
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:And so that's what I mean when I say
we were kind of like an indie studio
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:before indie games was a thing for those.
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:Smaller teams, this works really well.
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:I think it's probably totally different
where you have like a hundred, two
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:hundred people working on a project.
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:But I've never worked
on a triple A project.
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:The biggest, I've worked on like projects
with like forty, fifty, sixty people
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:at the most, but I've never worked on
like a really huge project like that.
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:You know, what you're saying
reminds me a little bit of how,
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:how, uh, like a band would work.
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:Yeah, hopefully.
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:Ideally, yeah.
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:If it works well, obviously it can
go wrong a million different ways.
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:Right, right.
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:So again, I don't feel like there's
one solution to how a company should be
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:structured, but I think that a lot of
people feel like, Oh, we got a good idea.
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:You get some smart people in a room
and then you just make the thing.
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:Or we've got a job, we've got a contract
now, you know, that's basically it.
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:We get some chairs in a room and
we just start making the game.
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:And I feel like you have
to design the company.
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:So that, that's what I feel that
people often miss is like, Oh, we have
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:to think about our company culture.
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:We have to think about the experience of
people when they come in in the morning,
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:when they leave at the end of the day.
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:And to me, it's just applying
design thinking to the idea of a
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:company, because you would always
think about your players that way.
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:You'd always think about how do they feel
when they first see the logo and title?
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:How do they feel when they
first load up the game?
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:Are we taking care of them?
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:Are they having fun or not?
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:So you just have to think about that.
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:Yeah.
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:A company in the same way.
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:Not that it's all about fun, but I feel
like, you know, it's like in academia,
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:same thing with conferences, people are
like, Oh, we'll get some smart people
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:on a room and put them on a panel.
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:Doesn't work that way.
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:How, what's a good panel?
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:What's a bad panel?
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:You can have, you can have, you know,
you can put shitty people on a panel, but
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:if the panel is well structured, Shitty.
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:I don't know what shitty people means.
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:You can, you can, you can get great
people on a panel and then they
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:don't have anything to say to each
other because there was no prep work.
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:There's no structure.
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:There's no, there's no,
there's not good moderation.
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:So it's the same thing with a company.
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:It's not just about getting good people
in a room, it's about creating enabling
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:structures that challenge them and
support them, enable their collaboration.
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:To me, a game designer creates the
rules of a game, but then you don't
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:know what your players are going to do.
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:So with a company, or a project,
someone has to kind of set up those
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:structures, and then the project
that results, The actual game
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:that gets launched to the public.
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:It's like the residue of a process.
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:It's like, Oh, this creative
thing happened and look,
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:this game was the result.
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:But that kind of goes back to the very
first question you asked me, which is
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:like, what's design about, or what's
the thing that designers should know.
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:And for me, it's that you have to
think about what you do as a process
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:and how do you engage deeply with
that process all the time and the
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:games we make our creative stuff.
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:It's like, it's like the skin we shed
as we move on to our next form or
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:next thing or the next next thing that
we do, you know, and we leave these
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:games behind and they're they're good
markers of what I was interested then
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:and what I was thinking about and.
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:And what that team was like and, and,
uh, problems that we solved, but there's
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:already new problems for me to solve.
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:And that's what I want
to be thinking about.
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:And the beat goes on.
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:Yeah, exactly.
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:Yeah.
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:Sorry.
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:Getting a little prosaic.
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:No, it's all good.
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:I was actually thinking the exact
same thing, that like, you're, you're
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:showing, you're actually showing
what you were talking about earlier,
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:about how design is kind of a way of
life and a way of being in the world.
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:Rather than, you know, a
series, a bunch of rules.
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:I think it's a great place to leave off.
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:Um, I would actually love to talk with
you more about, about that process and
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:about that way of life, but I think
it's going to have to be, uh, next time.
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:Next episode.
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:I'll be back for sure.
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:Thanks, Eric.
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:Thank you very much.
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:Thanks, Jordan.
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:Great talking to you.
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:Have a good one.
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:So where do you net out on tools
and kind of framework and how they
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:have helped you or hindered you?
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:And the value of these sorts of things,
you know, it's so funny to talk to a
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:guy who writes the book, Rules of Play,
and then says to me, hey, you know what?
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:It's not about the rules,
it's about the way of being.
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:I feel like it's one of those
paradoxes wrapped inside an enigma.
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:Or maybe an enigma
wrapped inside a paradox.
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:You know, Eric also kind of reminded
me of a Zen monk, or a Buddhist monk.
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:Some of his perspectives made me
think of Buddhist stories like the
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:idea of, you know, you destroy the
raft when you cross the river, right?
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:When you are seeking to become
enlightened, you're looking for
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:the wisdom, for the info, for the
knowledge, but once you've crossed into
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:enlightenment, you know that the ladder
that took you there, or the raft that
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:took you across that river, was a lie.
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:Not unlike the cake in Portal 2.
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:And I think that's kind of the
deal when it comes to these
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:frameworks, practices, rules, tools.
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:These concepts are incredibly
valuable and useful, and I think the
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:more of them you have, the better.
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:At the same time, once you've mastered
them, you need to be able to let them go.
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:And that can be really hard to
do, especially since they've
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:probably served you really well.
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:You know, another expression in
Buddhism is the gateless gate.
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:You walk through a gate and
you turn around and it's gone.
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:And I think that's a little bit
of what it's like to master your
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:craft, whatever that may be, whether
it's in the game industry or not.
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:So, I wish you an enjoyable
journey through your gateless gate.
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:And I will see you on the
next episode of PlayMakers.